Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Handling a Flood: a Picture Story

This is the story of the '09 Fleming Place flood as experienced by the Bawulskis.


Shawn: "The Kinnessburn is overflowing the banks; it's never quite been this high- close, but not this high. I should go take some pictures. This is really interesting."
Shawn: "Wow, this is really high- its coming up to touch our building. We've heard this happened a few years ago- it got up to the building, then receded, and nothing bad came of it. I'm sure today will be the same sort of thing."
Sara: "Uh... Shawn... its coming up to the door... ...but it probably can't get worse than this."
Shawn: "Hey Sara, come take a picture of me as I walk out in the crazy flood! It'll be fun!"
Shawn: "This is starting to turn from interesting to concerning. I should put plastic bags over the crawlspace vents in case the water gets higher- I'd hate to see our place take on any water."
Shawn: "I'll head up towards the door and put some plastic bags at the bottom to keep water from getting in... ...wow this is getting deep."
Sara (panicked): "SHAWN! The water is coming in under the door!"
Shawn: "The plastic bags really didn't work quite like I'd hoped... but I've managed to block water from coming into the living room, where Sara is... ...the water is mostly flowing into the bathroom... hopefully I'll be able to keep Sara dry in the other room."
Sara: "Well great, now we're going to have to dry out our carpets. That will be annoying. I wonder if we can even sleep here tonight with a slightly damp carpet?"
Sara: "This has gone from a wet rug to inches of standing water. I should probably get the electronics up off the ground."
Shawn: "Water is seriously starting to come up into the bedroom, I should get our stuff up off the ground."
Shawn: "This water is unbelievably cold."
Shawn: "Well, maybe Sara is dryer in the living room... ...I probably should have sent her away before things got this bad... ...but it won't get any worse than this, right?"
Sara: "Piper and I will ride it out here in the living room, we'll be dry in here. This will be a pain to clean up, and we'll need to stay somewhere else tonight."
Sara (several minutes later): "I'll take some pictures to occupy myself, because this is starting to freak me out. We need to get everything high up on top of furniture, gather as much as we can, and get out of here."
Shawn: "Laptops, clothes for a few days, white noise maker so Sara can sleep... ...what else... ...MAN this water is cold..."
Sara: "Poor dog! Just wait Piper, we're coming for you soon, we still need to get more things... ...is that couch floating?"
Sara: "This is ridiculous... ....oh, I need my Hebrew books! Is that the dog's bone floating under the table? This water is knee-deep... ...and so cold..."


Shawn: "Need to grab toiletries... why am I not wearing shoes? Where are my shoes? I think they floated away... ...was that a carp that brushed my leg? No, that's crazy, its just a plastic bag..."

Shawn: "Seriously, that bed is floating."

Shawn: "Well, I've got everything up as high as I can. If this water gets any higher it will all be lost. But we should probably leave soon..."

Piper: "Don't leave me don't leave me don't leave me don't leave me don't leave me don't leave me don't leave me..."



From here, I tripped the circuit breakers and Sara and I headed out through waist deep waters, laden with as much as we could carry, and a dog in a laundry basket held to my chest. We headed to our friend's house, Ian and Corrie, who graciously provided a shower, food, and a dry place to sleep.
A few hours later that evening my friend and I headed back to see the damage and salvage some more things....


The bottom drawer of the freezer was full of water... the chicken nuggets are supposedly in an airtight bag, but do you trust the seal enough to eat them? I certainly do not.
The next day, the Kinnessburn was still moving swiftly but had return to a normal level...
There was quite a bit of mud.

All of the neighbor's rubbish bins somehow floated into our garden...

And the inside of the house was totally trashed.

Our doormat floated down around the corner of the building.
And remarkably, almost all of our possessions stayed dry.

I spent most of the day moving all of our stuff out and into storage. The neighbor above us has offered to let us stay in this flat for at least a few days (it's his holiday home and he's not here). The landlord's insurance guy showed up in the afternoon and dropped this bomb: walls will need to be completely gutted, including the wall studs. Repairs will take at least 4 weeks and possibly up to 3 months or more. We were assured that work will be completed before the baby arrives, but I'm not convinced... ...have you ever heard of a construction project being done on time? Me neither. At least the insurance company foots the bill for our temporary housing, whatever that will be (hope to figure that out tomorrow).


We are safe and healthy, and we lost next to none of our possessions: praise God! Further, the support, care and help from the community of faith has been remarkable. We have at least 6 offers of places to stay, and meals will be provided for us for at least a week! I cannot imagine going through something like this without the loving support of the church- the Lord certainly shows His care and provision through His people.


By all accounts this was a freak event: flooding this severe hasn't happened... well, no one can remember anything like this ever happening. But the lesson is well learned: when the water gets to your door, its probably time to evacuate the pregnant woman.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Towards a Theology of National Geographic: Reflections on Nature Television Programming

I must confess I am one of those people who find nature TV shows fascinating. Not merely interesting; full-on gripping. My wife (who is generally patient with me in these matters) has been known to say things like “another hour of lions? We get it, they kill antelope.”, “how much can you watch about continental drift?” and “so the whole show is about schools of tuna?” Forget so called “reality” TV, give me the original reality TV- the Discovery Channel. Perhaps it’s because nature shows were a point of family connection growing up, or maybe it’s my love for the outdoors, or possibly that I’m a (closet?) amateur zoologist, but a good nature show will stick with me for days. Hey, did you know that 80% of nitrogen in the costal Pacific Northwest rainforests are from Salmon corpses, left after swimming upstream to spawn and then dying?!?!

Theology has much to say to nature programming- more on that shortly. First, some reflections on the genre.

Nature Shows as Anti-Television

Nature television is in some ways anti-television, a network executive’s nightmare. Not loud, flashy, or over the top, it’s not likely to give pause to the average channel surfer, even if Sigourney Weaver or Morgan Freeman are enlisted to provide narration. Informative content often similar to that given in a classroom or museum, long breaks between bits of voiceover narration, and a slow pace are not for the short of attention span. Think about it: can you name a nature program on a major network? With the notable exception of the BBC, most nature programming has been sequestered to (mostly minor) cable television networks and public broadcasting (at least this is the case in the States, perhaps things are different in the UK; lacking a television set here, I’m in no position to make assessment).

The Genre

Nature shows are familiar. The genre of nature programming is known for several things, including stunning shots of sweeping landscapes scored by orchestral crescendos and cymbal rushes, a seeming obsession with predation, and making teenagers uncomfortable and somewhat giggly during scenes of animal mating behavior (those videos in middle school biology class were so awkward!). Not only is it familiar to most of us, it is also consistent. After 25+ plus years of watching nature TV, it seems to me that the genre has been stable and changes have been small and slow in coming (although the Planet Earth series has recently raised quality expectations substantially). Shark Week, while very cool, was hardly a revolution.

Annoyances with the Genre

Within this largely static genre, two staple themes have always agitated me. First, no respectable nature show would be without at least a few appeals, usually vague and in the form of personification, to the explanatory power of evolution (usually something like, “evolution has given this bird a wonderful gift—an elongated beak, to eat grubs buried in the bark.”) Occasionally the words “designed” or “creature” make an appearance, but those are just manners of speaking, not to be taken seriously or at face value. Sometimes the ambiguous “mother nature” is mentioned, but again only as a metaphor for evolution. I’ll avoid an excursion into creation vs. evolution debates, but I can at least say that nature television almost uniformly assumes Naturalism and atheistic evolution, not even giving a passing mention to the possibility of other explanations. (Usually Naturalism is an over-invocation; micro-evolution or Theistic evolution could explain the data presented just as well, if not better. Interestingly, the enjoyability and coherence of any given program usually has little to no dependence on those ideologies- and they are fundamentally just that: worldview ideologies trying to masquerade as fact. But I digress.) None of this is surprising, but certainly frustrating. (I like to think) my annoyance does not stem from a fundamentalist kneejerk against any and all understandings of evolution but rather the attempt to disguise the worldview of Naturalism as “objective science.” No one operates without a worldview framework in place; no one has a view from nowhere.

My second annoyance is related to the first, so I’ll keep it short(er). There is a seemingly concerted effort to accentuate similarities and iron over differences between animals and humans. It is undeniable that higher-level mammals and humans share much in common, especially regarding social behavior. Actually, theologically we ought not be surprised by such similarity between humanity and the rest of creation (see below). But watching nature shows one can easily get the impression that philosophy, morality, theology, art—all the humanities, almost—are amusing but superfluous to a proper account of the world, which can only be given by the naturalist. I remember this annoyance first surfacing as a young boy watching African wildlife get drunk in “Animals Are Beautiful People” (the title says it all, doesn’t it). They eat fruit that ferments in their stomachs, stumble around comically, sleep it off, and then are hung over the next day, all humorously set to ragtime music. As funny as it was, even as a young boy I remember thinking, “so wait, this film is saying people are nothing more than slightly more evolved animals?”

Some Theological Reflections

Despite its efforts to propagate Naturalism, theology has much to say to nature programming and, I would argue, these shows often fail to completely repress elements of the Christian worldview. Quite frankly, the ‘glory-chargedness’ of our world is inescapable (although not insuppressible- Rom. 1:18-32). Ours is a world where the glory, goodness, beauty and wisdom of the Creator are manifestly evident—at least to those with the eyes to see—and this is particularly so when it comes to the natural world. I love to learn about things like rivers in underground caves in Papua New Guinea or deep sea creatures with chemically illuminated photophores because doing so enriches my understanding of the world as chosen, designed, created, and loved by God (Genesis 1 repeatedly states, “And God saw that it was good”).

While stunning mountain landscapes and roaring ocean tides often come mind when attempting to ponder and appreciate creation, we do ourselves a disservice if we fail to get beyond stereotypes. The glory and beauty of the Creator are reflected in things like the complexity and harmony of the human circulatory system and the interdependence of nutrient-rich oceans currents and humpback whales just as much as it is displayed in, say, a picturesque sunset. Let us always take care not make a caricature of the work of His hands.

Further, the remarkable complexity and beauty of our world is not “out there” in nature; it’s not as if there is “us” and then there is nature, but rather both nature and we are parts of the whole of creation, the whole cosmos. From the creation accounts in Genesis we rightly conclude that humanity is the pinnacle of creation, not the demigods over creation (Gen. 1:26-27). Such an understanding is the beginnings of the proper foundation for what we might call a biblical environmentalism—one that has theological motives rather than being driven by politically leveraged guilt or pure self-interest.

Nature programming is attractive because it ushers us into pondering the beauty and majesty of our world. And yet there is a discordance between the Naturalism underlying much of the programming and the self conscious appeals to ‘the wonder of it all’. Talk of beauty, majesty and wonder is empty and hallow on Naturalism, but rich and meaningful on the Christian worldview. Put bluntly, Naturalism’s explanations of truth, beauty, wonder, etc. as byproducts of the evolutionary preference for survival are empty, cheap and lacking in substance (and in Naturalism even the preference itself is arbitrary). If Naturalism is true then the beauty of nature is meaningless. The Naturalism operative in nature programming is cashing on borrowed capital here, unknowingly smuggling in through the back door God’s beauty and wonder as reflected in creation. Whether one acknowledges it or not, we find the natural world beautiful because God is beautiful. Creation is only beautiful, wonderful, etc. derivatively, in virtue of being the creation of the One who is beauty, goodness, and truth.

Yet despite the beauty and glory of our world, it is undeniably broken. Ecosystems are fragile and don’t always work well, even apart from human influence, predation means that nature is often gruesome and violent; one of the incomprehensible horrors of sin is that humanity’s wrongdoing has tainted all of creation. The Christian hope for the world is one of redemption in the person of Jesus Christ, a redemption that, like the fall, starts with humanity but includes all of creation (Rom. 8:18-25).

One of the most significant ‘take-aways’ from nature programming is how dependent we are on the natural world, how very little we understand about it, and how uncontrollable it is (we cannot control but we can certainly destroy!). Yet again, creation here functions as a mere shadow of God: humanity’s dependence on creation is ultimately a dependence on the good providence of the Creator. If we can’t control, say, the rains we need for crops, how much more are we dependent on the sovereign Lord God, in whom “we live and move and have our being”? (Acts 17:28)

Finally, I’ll close as most nature shows do: with a charge for change. Most appeals to conservation in nature programming are subtle and often emotional, usually appearing briefly at the conclusion, frequently in the form of “if you don’t want to lose what you’ve just seen, we’d better get our act together.” Conservation and preservation are worthwhile and important, and this is especially the case for the Christian, who is an agent of grace and redemption in the world. Yet we tend to write off environmental issues in evangelical circles (at least in N. America), which is a shame, because the Christian voice in environmental discussions is a unique and desperately needed one: Christians understand the full depth and pervasiveness of humanity’s condition in sin—so often downplayed in those discussions, much to the detriment of us all. If anyone has the right motivation for being an environmentalist, certainly it’s the Christian.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Baby Bawulski!

Apologies if this is the first you're hearing this news (we did our best to tell everyone we could in person), but we're making the news of our baby "blog-public". Here is the 10 week scan, taken a few months ago:

And here are some (slightly odd looking) scans from today's 20 week appointment:

Head and spine are clearly visible

Face shot with hand. This photo kinda looks like an alien or Skeletor.

The baby was not cooperating enough to give the standard ultrasound shot. So here's a nice cross section of internal organs (my idea, which Sara vetoed, was to google image "20 week ultrasound" and scalp the best one). You can see the heart and stomach if you look closely.


And we found out today that the baby forecast is a 97% chance of little girl! (the ultrasound technician was "97% certain")

Baby is due January 30th, and both mom and baby are happy and healthy. Please pray for continued health!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Visiting Home, Coming Home

I tend to get right to the point, and I'll keep to form here: this blog post covers the two weeks in July that we made a trip back to the States, followed immediately by about two weeks of family and friends visiting us in Scotland. Here goes.

Visiting friends and family back home was great, and we realized how much we miss those we left on the other side of the pond. Despite some mild culture shock ("Were billboards and TV ad always this ugly and irritating?" "Why does it take at least a 15-20 minute drive to get places?"), the US is largely familiar and much the way we remember it. Even better than we remember it was the restaurant food in the US- we must have eaten at Chipotle at least 4 times. Eating out in the UK is generally an experience in mediocrity (there are exceptions to this but they are rare), so we did enjoy the wonders of food in Chicagoland. It was fantastic.

Even more fantastic for me was the honor to preach the homily at my brother-in-law's wedding. He and his new bride are both believers who love the Lord, and he has just begun his first pastoral ministry position. Blessing on you, Justin and Deb.

After a fun but dense two weeks in the states, Sara's parents Randy and Barb followed us over to Scotland for a visit. They landed the day after we did and hit the ground running. Here are some pictures:

St Andrews Castle

Sara and me in the fishing village of Anstruther.



Barb and Randy



The West Sands at St Andrews


Randy, overlooking St Andrews



Sara and Barb at The Hermitage





Barb and me at the William Wallace monument




We have seen some spectacular sunsets the past few weeks.



I climbed out to this rock as the tide was coming in...


It took some timing to get back through the gap... ...but the view was quite nice.

After Barb and Randy went down to London for a few days, our friends Bob and Jennifer Fischer joined us for a few short days.

We visited Dunnottar Castle









We went to The Hermitage

We enjoyed a fantastic night on St Andrew's pier.



And on that night, on that pier, I took one of the best photographs I think I have ever taken. But I'll let you be the judge...


As enjoyable as was our trip back home to the States to see everyone, returning to St Andrews truly felt like we were coming home.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Theological Method and Apologetics: How Do We Know That Christianity is True?

Theology's Starting Point

Frequently in approaching how we do theology, the implicit (or sometimes even explicit) quest is for the appropriate starting point. Often the questions posed can ultimately be reduced to the question as to where we ought to begin: God, Scripture or reason? Are we to initially assume or philosophize some conception of God (perhaps the "god of the philosophers", or the deliverances of natural theology) and then proceed to identify the Christian Scriptures as the best candidate for His self-revelation? Alternatively, should we first assume or presuppose the Bible to be true and then form our idea of God from its pages? Or must we provide independent arguments and evidences for using Scripture as the authoritative source of divine knowledge before we are justified in doing so? How do we proceed in a way that is intellectually satisfying and avoids vicious circularity? [endnote 1]

I submit that the questions about the starting point of theology or about the foundation of theology, when posed this way, are wrongheaded in that they assume a linear way of thinking and of justifying thought when worldview considerations are much more holistic. All of this requires a bit of explanation.

Worldview Belief

A fitting place to embark on this discussion is to reflect on how people come to worldview belief. I suspect that many (if not most) adherents of the Christian worldview did not fully and/or consciously examine the evidential case for Christianity before adopting the worldview. While some—like C.S. Lewis, for example—might come to the Christian worldview down that avenue, many others find Christian worldview belief arising in them more "naturally", we might say. Perhaps they were raised in a Christian home where a sense of the reality of the Christian God was instilled in them from their parents, or perhaps at university they became part of a believing community where Christian belief was the norm (I note that circumstances like these often incorporate some sort of conversion experience). The conditions where Christian belief can be considered to have properly arisen in a person are presumably innumerable; my point is that people do not typically have control over what beliefs receive assent, and this is true even of worldview beliefs. In fact, if we think of believe in the naked sense of assent, we rarely have direct control over what we believe; usually believing is something we find just happening, not something we autonomously choose.[2]

    If we can grant this account of how many come to the Christian worldview, the objection could be raised that proponents of other worldviews can make similar or analogous appeals to their worldview naturally arising in people. The nearly unavoidable conclusion is that if Christian worldview belief arises in people in such a way that they are within their epistemic rights and it can be considered a rational, properly basic belief, then, say, the Muslim worldview can arise with much the same claim to being rational, epistemically responsible, and properly basic.[3] If several different worldviews seem to each have (roughly) equally valid claims to rationality, have we here reached a perspectival impasse?

No, we are not at an impasse, because all of the considerations on worldview belief formation offered so far are de jure issues, not de facto ones. To say that both the Christian and Muslim worldviews can be formed in a way that is epistemological responsible, rational, etc. is not to say that they both are true, or that they both might be true. Nor is it to say that we are unable to pursue the matter further and attempt to discover which worldview is in fact true. In short, we can adjudicate between conflicting truth claims made by different worldviews.

Truth and Worldview Considerations

Well enough, then how are we to adjudicate between worldviews? I contend that deciding between worldviews is to be done holistically, since worldviews are whole systems of thought. It is very much the case that the various aspects of the Christian worldview are reinforced by other aspects within the worldview, and when considering the truthfulness of the worldview, each aspect ought be considered in conjunction with other aspects and with the whole. I suggest that the Christian worldview is the most successful and satisfying when it comes to considerations like coherence, beauty, explanatory power of all the evidential data available to us, and livability.[4] Of course, a full text on apologetics would hardly even begin to support this contention, but I am confident that when all the evidence is considered and handled properly, the Christian worldview emerges as the best worldview.

To demonstrate what it means to consider worldviews holistically, we shall return to the matter of the starting point of theology. When considered holistically it turns out that God and the Scriptures are both foundational and interrelated aspects of the entire Christian worldview. These are but two of the many fundamental commitments constituting the evangelical Christian worldview (hereafter ECWV)[5]:

(a.) A triune God exists.

(b.) The Bible is God's testimony about Himself (self-disclosing witness).

Remember that both (a.) and (b.) are fundamental parts of a total package—ECWV. Given that, it is inappropriate to ask which has logical or methodological primacy. In fact, (a.) and (b.) could be easily conjoined into:

( c.) The Bible is the triune God's testimony about Himself.

It is perhaps the case that most or all other commitments of ECWV have some dependence on this one fundamental worldview commitment. If this is the case then, when considered on the whole, we might say that only a worldview based on (c.) will be true, coherent, best able to handle all the evidence we have, beautiful, livable, and intellectually and existentially satisfying.

Note that I am not demanding we make the Van Tilian move and presuppose, a priori, the entire content of the Christian worldview. I am not even suggesting we must presuppose (c.) before we begin our worldview considerations, nor am I suggesting that we cannot rightly engage in worldview considerations apart from presupposing (c.). But the postmodernist does have a point: no one is without presuppositions, and no perspective is privileged with a pristinely objective point of view. Surely the method I am proposing here involves presuppositions—what are they?

When it comes to testing the truthfulness of a worldview, I suggest we all should (must?) adopt a more modest set of presuppositions: we ought to make methodological presuppositions that are relatively uncontroversial and are more or less worldview neutral. These might include things like the law of non-contradiction, the idea that testimony (made by someone in who is in the appropriate position) should be considered reliable until/unless there is evidence to think otherwise, and that we should follow the evidence wherever it leads.[6] It is not my intention here to refine precisely this list of methodological presuppositions. We might very well quibble about exactly what should and should not be adopted in our methodological presuppositions. I am, however, arguing that when a modest and reasonable set of methodological presuppositions are applied, ECWV is the best conclusion.

It might seem that these methodological presuppositions are not enough to enable theistic arguments to succeed. I suspect this is true; even given these modest methodological commitments, most—if not all—of the theistic arguments have controversial premises at some point. This is problematic if we can only consider each theistic argument in isolation, but of course this is not the case. The theistic arguments should all be considered together, in conjunction with the evidential data we have that points to ECWV, in conjunction with the responses to objections that ECWV uses in her defense, in conjunction with the way it is possible to consistently live in accord with the ECWV, in conjunction with the way ECWV is existentially satisfying, in conjunction with... and so on.

Interestingly, in returning to our original question, in a trivial sense reason is our starting point in theology because the human faculties that comprise our reasoning abilities are required to even begin to think about a worldview (but ECWV is not subject to any standard of "autonomous reason," whatever that may mean). If we are not to use the cognitive faculties endowed to us, what should we use, and what would that even look like? Reason may be trivially be our starting point, but more significantly we start our reasoning with considering ECWV as a whole, and this includes an orthodox view of God, the Scriptures, and even our ability to reason.

The Method in Action

    Perhaps an example of this method in action will be enlightening, even if it is only a rough sketch that will require thorough development beyond the space available here. First, consider coherence: it seems to me that there are some worldviews other than ECWV that meet this criterion. There are many, however, that do not: Mormonism and Scientology come to mind. Examples of those that do succeed in coherence might be Islam or naturalism. I find it difficult not to come to the conclusion that particular versions of Islam avoid incorporating logical contradictions (at least any that are detectable to us); some flavors of Islam seem to succeed in this regard. I suspect that same to be true with naturalism—a naturalism that is willing to affirm the unintuitive idea 'something really can uncausedly come from nothing' seems to avoid any (again, detectable) logical contradiction. At best it seems that the criterion of coherence does not disqualify every worldview, but it does help us in narrowing the field.

    Although a very helpful consideration, coherence is not the only measure of a worldview. What about a worldview's explanatory power of all the evidential data available to us? I think we must admit that sophisticated forms of naturalism do seem to possess significant explanatory power. The naturalistic ethos in most universities readily testifies to the strength of the worldview's explanatory power. However, even the most sophisticated form of naturalism is deficient when it comes to explaining all the data; specifically I have in mind the historical data we have in regards to the person of Jesus Christ. I will not rehearse the arguments for the resurrection (and how it strongly indicates Jesus Christ's divinity), suffice to say I think the only way for the naturalist to handle this data is to adopt a historical skepticism or agnosticism that she does not consistently hold in other historical matters. If history and testimony is reliable at all, then the historical evidence for the resurrection (and all the related considerations) is very difficult for the naturalist to explain. Of course the naturalist has available to them a historical skepticism (Lessing's ditch, perhaps?), but I think that with such skepticism the naturalist cannot avoid becoming a nihilist, and there are very strong arguments that nihilism is unlivable.

A brief concession is in order: the criterion of livability is a bit slipperier than we might like. Environment and culture are factors that influence how we form our notion of livability, but I see no reason to think this to be fatal to considerations of livability. At its core, the livability criterion has two components: 1.) one must be able to consistently live life in accord with one's worldview, 2.) the life lived in accord with one's worldview must be existentially satisfying. The livability criterion is very complex, and in fairness, every worldview should be given a fighting chance to cultivate intuitions, aesthetic values, etc. that are congruent with that worldview. That said, we also should say that many false worldviews will ultimately, in varying degrees, succeed or fail in being livable in the actual world.

    The naturalist might object that the historical arguments for the resurrection (which strongly points to the Christian worldview) should not be treated like other historical evidence because of the high existential demands that come from that evidence. The naturalist might be willing to accept the historical evidence for, say, Caesar and his army crossing the Rubicon, but might be skeptical towards the historical evidence for the resurrection. The naturalist claims she is not being inconsistent in doing so because her skepticism is based on the very high existential demands that are implied be accepting the historical evidence for the resurrection of Jesus Christ, where no real existential demand obtains for Caesar and the Rubicon.

In response we point out that in worldview reasoning, which is holistic, at some point every worldview will have high existential demands. Many Eastern religions call for a lifetime of meditation that is crucial if the worldview is true but would at best be largely a waste if the worldview is false—a high existential price tag indeed. Or consider naturalism: if the universe is ultimately devoid of meaning apart from that which we arbitrarily impose, if rape, murder and infanticide are not objectively wrong but rather are only disfavored by our society by some evolutionary accident, if interpersonal love is mere biochemistry that is genetically cultivated because it is (or was at some point) advantageous for species survival, if everything is truly reducible to matter and energy—if naturalism and all its implications are true, then the existential demands are of such are enormous. How can nihilistic despair be avoided on such a picture? Surely the naturalist would cry foul if we discounted some piece of evidence offered in support of naturalistic evolution, stating that we are doing so not on the basis of considering the evidence itself but because accepting it would bring about the troubling implication that life has no purpose apart from propagating the human species. If the naturalist has a valid complaint, we ask the same courtesy be given to the evidence for the resurrection.

As this exercise demonstrates, worldview considerations are holistic and the criteria do not operate modularly or independently of one another. As I suggested, the maneuver naturalism must make to avoid the evidential force of the resurrection results in a view of history and of the reliability of testimony that is unlivable (and is dubious, no less).

Christianity Is More Than a Worldview

If I am not misguided with all I have been arguing about worldview considerations, one might wonder why the Christian worldview seems to have limited success in winning adherents. It certainly is not a fringe or obscure worldview, but it is far from being the majority and even seems to attract more than a few detractors. If the Christian worldview is true, why is it not much more successful?

This is a significant question that leads to something very important: accepting Christianity is not merely to adopt a worldview. Embracing Christianity is to take up a relationship—a binding one at that—with the living God who is Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. This is to say that Christianity, while more than a worldview, is not less than one. Adopting the Christian worldview means taking up Christian belief as true, and at the heart of Christian belief is a God who is personal and relational. One cannot hold to the worldview without having the relationship, and vice versa.

Many reject the Christian worldview not because they find the evidence for it inconclusive or lacking but because they are unwilling to accept the existential demands the worldviews entails. As G.K. Chesterton rightly observed, "The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting. It has been found difficult; and left untried."[7] Contra Bertrand Russell, the problem is not insufficient evidence but rather a stubborn will.

    If the primary obstacle in coming to the Christian faith and the Christian worldview is a stubborn will, it might lead us to be pessimistic about the apologetic enterprise. However, I consider this a mistake, because we are not left entirely to our own devices in worldview considerations. The Christian tradition has rightly insisted that no one is able to adopt the Christian worldview and enter into a relationship with God apart from the divine activity of the Holy Spirit, and there is no reason to think this work of the Holy Spirit is divorced from worldview considerations as outlined above and from the apologetic task in general. In answering the question, "How do we know the Bible is the triune God's testimony about Himself?" we must holistically weigh the Christian worldview with reliance on the witness of the Holy Spirit who testifies to the Truth (John 14:6).


[1] Of course, in the discipline of Christian theology it is not invalid to simply move past this issue in its entirety and assume both some (orthodox) Christian theism and the Scriptures as authoritative, moving on to doing theology and leaving the apologist to her task.

[2] As an aside, I should say that when what we mean by believe goes beyond assent to trust, then we have crossed over into areas of free will and moral accountability, and it is in this latter sense that the Scriptures command us to believe; not merely to assent to the Lordship of Christ—the demons do that, and tremble—but going further, to personal trust.

[3] If a person were to encounter a "defeater" argument to her worldview belief, and this defeater was unanswerable, she would not be rational in continuing to hold that worldview. While controversial, it is fair to say that the Christian worldview can answer all the defeater arguments and evidences that have been raised against it so far. I also suspect the same to be true for some other worldviews, with the result that there are many worldviews we should deem rational and epistemically responsible to hold.

[4] This is not intended to be an exhaustive list but should serve as minimal set of considerations.

[5] Readers will note that I have made the qualification evangelical in order to exclude worldviews that claim to be "Christian" of some sort but in profession and/or in practice fail to adequately regard the Scriptures as authoritative divine disclosure. While I do not have the space to defend this qualification, I make it because I am convinced this point is at the heart of the Christian worldview's strength as a worldview. This is not to say that a particular doctrine of Scripture is a salvific requirement but rather is to say that without this foundational belief it is difficult to see how a worldview can consistently be significantly Christian.

[6] I would add my suspicion that, once we have detailed what our methodological presuppositions ought to be, it will likely be the case that rejecting any of these will cause one's worldview to fail on one of more of the worldview considerations.

[7] G.K. Chesterton, G. K. Chesterton, What's Wrong with the World? (London: Cassell, 1910). Chapter 5, paragraph 3.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Edinburgh Marathon: I finished it, and that's what matters.


Marathon Results:

10k(6.2m): 00:53:22
Half(13.1m): 02:10:30
30k(18.6m): 03:24:48
Marathon(26.2m): 05:29:26

At least my first half was respectable (2:10).

The last 8 miles took me over 2 hours, and there are two reasons for this: 1. I was having some serious knee pain from a training injury, 2. they ran out of water at mile 15! I didn't get water until about mile 21, and by that point the sun already had its way with me.  

It was the hottest day that I have experienced in Scotland and the sun was absolutely brutal, so when there is no water during one of the most important stretches of a marathon, things go from unpleasant to downright dangerous.  In all seriousness, I saw people going into fits of dementia from dehydration and heat exhaustion.  Naturally, everyone was quite upset at the marathon organizers.

However, a few days after the marathon I learned that the lack of water came not from incompetence but from theft!  "The Edinburgh Marathon today reported the theft of at least 6,804 bottles of water (3 Pallets) and 4,040 Lucozade Energy gels which were stolen from the route in the early hours of Sunday morning."  (http://www.edinburgh-marathon.com/)   Who steals 6,804 bottles of water from a marathon?  And what does one do with 6,804 bottles of stolen marathon water?  Sell them on eBay, as if nobody would notice?

Anyway, during the last 7 miles of the race I started chatting with a fellow runner who was progressing (read: walking) at the same pace as me.  We ended up finishing the race together, and during the two hours we had together I heard about his life and shared some of my story.  He even asked me about my faith, and I was able to share a good bit with him about the gospel!


This is my friend Patrick Egan and me just before the race.
I really wish I had worn sunscreen.  


During my running I did some reflecting, and I came up with some similarities between training for (and completing) a marathon and successfully completing a PhD.  1. Both are all about endurance.  2. Both often leave you exhausted.  3. Both require a clear vision of your end goal.  4. One does well to rely on the strength of the Lord for both.  5. Both are hard to complete if you run out of water.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Jobs, PhDs, and Grandma

Great news from the Scottish front- Sara has not one but two jobs! First, she just started at Starbucks this week. Second, she has been asked to teach both semesters of Hebrew for the next academic year at the University of St Andrews! Her teaching is done this semester save for the final, and it seemed that would be the end of it- a one-off sort of arrangement that she was able to get because the school was in a bind. Or so we might have thought. But due to overwhelmingly positive student feedback and favorable regards from other professors, she has been asked to return to teach for the full academic year, fall and spring! She is amazing! When the semester starts in the fall these two together will be a full plate, certainly, but we are grateful for the Lord's provision.

Another bit of happy news- I passed my first year review without any revisions and will continue on to a full PhD status. Essentially this review is to catch students who aren't quite ready to do a PhD or whose work is not up to standard. If problems become apparent with someone's work during this review, a student can be forced into a masters degree and away from the PhD. Most students are not held up at this review, but some are, and I am glad to report that the university considers my work so far to be satisfactory.

Finally, Sara's grandmother (Donna) came to visit us recently. It was a wonderful visit, and she was gracious enough to take us to see various parts of Scotland, including the highlands and the western Isle of Skye. I haven't quite found the right words to describe the breathtaking and stunning beauty we encountered. So here are some pictures, but even they don't do full justice.


Had I not taken this picture myself, I would think it a fake backdrop in a photo studio.
We were there, I promise.

Again, looks so good it almost looks fake.
But here's proof that Sara was really there (I was, too).
Fake, right?

No, not fake, we were there! (OK I will stop now)



Thursday, April 23, 2009

Interpreting the Parables

Somewhere along the way I picked up the notion that Jesus’ parables have only one main point.  I do not remember any specific instances when I was taught this, but it is thrown around enough in Evangelical circles (at least at the popular level) that I probably absorbed it by osmosis.  I also always felt a bit uneasy about the idea, largely because it felt too artificial when I looked at the parables themselves.  Recently our small group bible study from church decided to study the parables and I took this as an impetus to resolve the issue to my own satisfaction.   

What I’ve written here draws heavily from Craig L. Blomberg, Interpreting the Parables, (Downer’s Grove, IL: IVP, 1990).  This excellent book cuts right to the issue with clarity and high level scholarship.  I have a few quibbles here and there with what Blomberg has to say, but these are relatively minor, and overall his arguments are extremely persuasive.  The rest of this blog post will largely be a summary of Blomberg’s book.  Please also note that this post contains direct quotations from Blomberg’s book that are, for readability, not indicated as such (no quotation marks—my apologies for the academic “sloppiness”, but hey, it’s a blog post, right?). 

Parable and Allegory

Despite an all too prevalent notion that any allegory in our bible is bad, the vast majority of Jesus’ parables contain allegory.  In fact, a clear distinction between parable and allegory is hard to make.  A parable is a type of allegorical story; a parable is unique from other types of allegory in that parables are linked with some application, explicit or implied.

What is allegory?  Allegory is nothing more and nothing less than an extended metaphor in narratory (storytelling) form.  A basic metaphor is fleshed out in a story to make a point (a standard example is Paul Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress).  The use of allegory in and of itself is not a bad thing; the use of an allegorical hermeneutic is a bad thing.  To see the difference, consider these definitions:

1. Allegory: the use of symbolic meaning in a text.

2. Allegorizing: ascribing to a text some hidden, often anachronistic meanings which its author never intended.

3. Allegorization: the allegorizing expansion and embellishment of a text which originally was already an allegory in simpler form (roughly, doing #2 to #1).

Bottom line: even if many interpreters in church history did #2 to the parables, we should learn from their mistakes and not allegorize the parables (or any Scripture!), but that does not mean we should refuse to acknowledge that the parables do have some degree of allegory operative in them.

Purpose and Function of Parable

Allegories have several purposes:

·to illustrate a viewpoint in an artistic and educational way

·to keeps its message from being immediately clear to all its hearers or readers without further reflection

·to win over its audience to accept a particular set of beliefs or act in a certain way

With these considerations it becomes clear that parables (as allegories) were a suiting vehicle for much of Jesus’ public teaching.  He was teaching about the kingdom of God, but it was different from what most Jews expected the kingdom to be.  He wanted those who really understood what he was saying to “get” the parable, but those who merely perceived the parable would only see it as strange and mysterious.  Perceiving but not understanding is when someone understands the surface grammar and even cognitively understands the intended application but rejects the truth and the implications of what is being said.  Only those who listened and heeded (obeyed) what the parable was asking of them truly understood it (Mk 4:10-12).

How does a parable work?  A parable is best viewed as containing several “proportional analogies” which can be expressed by means of a series of equations of the form:

            A is to B as a is to b with respect to x

Two examples of this will suffice. 

Ex. 1: (A) God is to (B) his elect as (a) the judge is to (b) the woman, with respect to (x) the fact of vindication despite its initial appearance of delay.  (Lk 18:1-7).  

Ex. 2: (A) Those who reject the call to God’s Kingdom are to (B) God as (a) the invited guests who refuse to come are to (b) the banquet giver, with respect to (x) the exceeding lameness of their excuses for rejecting the invitation. (Lk 14:15-24).

How are parables structured?  There is a triadic or triangular structure to most parables, and following this, most parables have three main points.  The parables often have three main characters: a unifying figure and two additional figures or groups with which he interacts.  Usually the three characters or groups can be broken down into three types: the positive, the negative, and God (or, if you like, the good, the bad, and the holy).  For example, many parables have master, faithful servant(s), and unfaithful servant(s).  Some shorter narratives and similes have only two key characters, and a few only have one, but the principles of handling parables as allegory will still apply. 

Some examples: The sower, the fruitful seed, and the unfruitful seed (on path, in rocky soil, among thorns) (Mk 4:3-9).  The father, the prodigal son, and the older brother (Lk 15:11-32).

How to Interpret the Parables

I find that many “how-to”s of interpretation often overly simplistic, but I can at least give a few principles to get the interpretive process started.  Here are some key points to help us interpret Jesus’ parables.

·Every parable of Jesus contains certain elements which point to a second level of meaning and others which do not.  Ex: In the parable of the prodigal son, the Father certainly points to God, but the ring and the robe that the father gives the prodigal son upon his return serve to speak about the wonderful reception the father gives to the son and do not stand for anything such as baptism or immortality (as was postulated at points in church history) (Lk 15:11-32).

·The key to interpreting most allegories—and thus also the parables—lies in recognizing what a small handful of characters, actions or symbols stand for and fitting the rest of the story in with them.

·The main characters of a parable will probably be the most common candidates for interpreting the allegory, and the main points of the parable will most likely be associated with these characters.

·Elements other than the main characters will have metaphorical referents only to the extent that they fit in with the meaning established by the referents of the main characters, and all allegorical interpretation must result in that which would have been intelligible to a first-century Palestinian audience.  Ex: some have speculated that the innkeeper in the parable of the Good Samaritan stand for the apostle Paul (Lk 10:25-37).  This does follow from the main symbols in the story, and certainly Jesus’ original audience could not have known about Paul’s ministry several decades before it even happened.

·The meanings ascribed to elements in a parable must be ones which the stories’ original audience could have been expected to grasp in their historical setting.

·While the parables do present largely lifelike portrayals of first-century Palestinian Judaism, key details in them are surprisingly unrealistic and serve to point out an allegorical level of meaning.  Ex: the excuses given for not coming to the banquet in parable of wedding feast (Lk 14:16-24).

·The triadic structure of most of Jesus’ narrative parables suggest that most parables may make three points, though some will probably make only one or two. 

 

 

 

Monday, April 6, 2009

Theology conference and trip to Holland

Last week I went to a theology conference in the Netherlands, and since tickets were cheap and Sara had the week off from teaching for spring break, she joined me after the conference for a few days of taking in Holland.

I presented a short paper at the conference.  Like everyone else, I was allotted 20 minutes to present the paper and 20 minutes of questions.  Reading at a reasonable and accessible speed, I can get through about 3,000 words in 20 minutes.  When I finished writing my paper a few weeks ago the word count was 9,000 words, and I was trying my best to be very concise!  It was a bit agonizing to cut out 2/3 of the paper, but the final hacked-down form was well received.  I got some good feedback and some great questions (which I was able to answer)- many questions were about topics that will be covered in the direction my project is heading.  It was encouraging; it seems like I'm on the right track.

After the conference, which was in the town of Amersfoort, Sara and I traveled with a few other St Andrews friends (who were also attending the conference) to Utrecht, Amsterdam, and Haarlem.  Here are a few pictures below, but interested readers can see a much more extensive photo album here:  


This was in the city of Utrecht.  These canals were all over the place in cities in Holland.  Actually, about 1/3 of the country is below sea level.
This is the cathedral tower in Utrecht.  We climbed to the top.
Archway under cathedral tower, Utrecht.
This is a canal in Amsterdam, right outside the Anne Frank house.

These are our friends with whom we were traveling.  This was in Amsterdam- I forget the name of the church in the background, but it was near the Anne Frank house.
Bicycles are everywhere in Holland.  They love single-gear, "granny-style" handlebar bikes.  Single gear bikes work because the country is so very flat.  They even have bicycles with large carriers on them; this lady was pedaling around her 5 dogs.  If you ever visit, be warned: cyclists yield not to cars or pedestrians, and they will run you over.
Notice that they buildings are not straight...  
This was in the city square in Haarlem.
South of Haarlem we found our way to some tulip fields.



This poor little tulip was growing in the middle of the dirt.  I found it an interesting photo, touching on themes of hope and beauty.  

...and the gates of hell shall not prevail against [the church].  Matthew 16:18 


Thursday, March 19, 2009

Stirling castle, the William Wallace monument, and Scots pride

Yesterday we hired a car and drove to Stirling to see the sights.  Here are some of them:

This is the entrance to Stirling castle.
Inside the castle.

This is shot from inside the castle- I thought it was an interesting perspective.
This tree is in a courtyard inside the castle.  For some reason I tend to take better black and white photographs that I do color.

Sara (which means "princess") enjoying the view from her castle.
On the other side of Stirling is the William Wallace monument.  Yes, that's the Braveheart guy.
This is the view from the top of the monument.
The crown of the monument provides for some very interesting shots.



Over the entrance of the monumnent stands this statue of Wallace.  Almost looks like Mel Gibson, doesn't it?
This was the go-cart-I mean car- that we hired for the day.  Roomier than you might think.

Wallace monument again.
Inside the monument is Wallace's sword.  They say he needed to be a beefy 6' 6" to be able to wield it, but I'm pretty sure I can handle it at 6' 2" and 163 lbs.


It might be something in the water, but Scottish resentment towards the English seems almost ubiquitous.  This was palpable in some of the exhibits at the monument, particularly a room where Wallace's story is played out in a short looping video.  This quote is prominently featured in the exhibit:

"...for, as long as but a hundred of us remain alive, never will we on any conditions be brought under English rule. It is in truth not for glory, nor riches, nor honours that we are fighting, but for freedom – for that alone, which no honest man gives up but with life itself."  
-Declaration of Arbroath

Even if the resentment is somewhat unjustified, the Scots pride behind it is infectious.  Here's to Scotland the Brave!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Answered Prayer

Hi, Sara here.  Normally Shawn handles the blogging, but it seemed best for me to write this one. 

Many people have been praying about my job situation and I wanted to let everyone know how God (unexpectedly!) answered this prayer.  In November I got a temp job in the University’s Extension Programmes Office. The job was for three months and ended this past Friday. All throughout my time in the Extension Office I have been applying for a number of office jobs at the University with no success.

About a week ago Shawn went out to lunch with his supervisor who mentioned that the school was still looking for someone to teach Hebrew this semester.  Shawn casually mentioned that I got my undergraduate degree in Hebrew and his supervisor was quite interested.  Within three days I had an interview with the Principal at St. Mary’s (the Divinity school at the University).  A few hours after the interview I was offered a job!

This Friday I will start teaching the second semester of Hebrew grammar. I am quite excited about this opportunity and a bit overwhelmed too.  It is very clear that God, in his providence, has given me this opportunity and I am so thankful.  Thank you all for your prayers and support!

Snow day in St Andrews

A snow accumulation of more than an inch or so is not particularly common in St Andrews.  So when we had a few inches piling up, the dog and I had to go out and take some photos.  We went for a good romp on the 18th hole of oldest and most famous golf courses in the world, and it was awesome.  Here are some of my best shots.










Monday, January 5, 2009

Christmas across the pond

To all who read this, I hope your Christmas celebrations were richly blessed.  Ours certainly were and since I would be remiss were I not to have a Christmas post on a blog like this, I’d like to share with you about our Scottish Christmas.

This was our first Christmas away from family back in the Midwest, which initially seemed as if it would be difficult.  Who wants to be all alone on Christmas, sad and depressed from the lack of daylight (we are much farther north than you might think)?  Thankfully, and despite the darkness, we were neither alone, sad or depressed.  

Christmas Eve we exchanged our gifts to each other (more on that later) then went to a midnight service at a church in town.  It was quite packed as we sang carols and heard Scripture readings.  The service started at 11:20 or so and was coordinated so that the town bells chimed midnight during a moment of silence, followed by a rejoicing choir song proclaiming “He is born!”  The whole experience was very edifying. 

Christmas morning we went to a service at the church where we regularly attend; that morning was aimed more toward the children of the congregation, although we did sing several carols.  There was a gospel lesson for the kids about the meaning of Christmas, and then the children brought the gifts they had opened that morning and shared about them.  Two observations are in order: 1. Kids that are very loud and never seem to stop talking have a strange way of freezing up when a microphone is put in front of them; 2. I should have invested in any and every company involved with the merchandizing of Hannah Montana and High School Musical.

From there we joined our friends at their house for lunch, which was a wonderful and enjoyable time.  These friends have taken great care of us since we have been here; from driving us to pick up a free futon to watching our dog while we were in London, they have been helpful and supportive in ways beyond what we could have ever imagined.  Having people like this in our lives is a manifestation of God’s provision for us and is an example of how the we should care for each other in the church.

After lunch we made our way back into town for a potluck dinner with other non-traveling post-grad families from the divinity school at St Andrews.  There were about 35-40 people there and I suspect the kids nearly outnumbered the adults.  It was a great time with friends and copious amounts of amazing food.

Here are some Christmas pictures from St Andrews cathedral ruins.

By the way, the purple scarf is the official scarf of St Marys, the divinity school at St Andrews (this was Sara's Christmas gift to me).




I am particularly bad at giving gifts.  Unless you send me a link so I can click on it and order the item for you, chances are any gift you might receive from me will be disappointing.  The Christmas when Sara and I were engaged, when a romantic gift would have been highly appropriate, I got her a memory upgrade for her computer (she was constantly struggling with how slow it was!).  If you only consider Christmases and Sara’s birthdays, I am 2 for 17.  I have given 2 good gifts and 15 lame ones.  If you throw in Valentine’s Days and our anniversaries, I’m sure my record would be even worse—as if a batting percentage of .133 wasn’t bad enough!  

I mention all this because this Christmas was one of my rare good gifts: I surprised Sara with a sightseeing trip to London to see the musical Les Miserables.  She loves the story, has read the book, and is borderline addicted to the music from the musical (and I must confess I have joined her in this addiction in the last few weeks), so I planned and arranged a budget 3-night trip to London between Christmas and New Years.

We saw as much of London as could be expected in just a few days and found the city to be very enjoyable.  I’ll spare you the full details but highlights of our trip include St Paul’s Cathedral, the Tower of London, and dinner at what is apparently the only authentic Mexican restaurant in the UK.  And of course, Les Mis.  We saw it on the last night of our visit and we both agreed that if we had another night we would have seen it again.  Here are some pictures from our trip:










If you’d like to see more pictures of our trip, you can find them here: 

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Some reflections on evil

So far our blog has been more of a tool for updating family and friends about the details of our lives here in Scotland. In my view this is its primary purpose and it has served us well to that end. However, occasionally on the blog I intend to do more theological reflection and this post is one of those times.

The weight of evil has been on my mind a good bit lately. It must be said that there are good and successful answers to the question "If God is morally perfect and all-powerful, why is there evil in the world?" Surely God is both omnibenevolent and omnipotent—there is evil in the world, but only because He has a morally sufficient reason for its existence. There are certain things that, logically speaking, could only be accomplished if our world has evil in it; these certain things are of such a high value that God has no "blood on his hands" for the evil that so dominates our world. There is some debate as to what exactly these "certain things" may or may not be (free will, humans as they are, "built" souls that overcome evil, etc), but such discussions are not really my point right now. Intellectually, this problem can be answered satisfactorily.

Yet evil hurts no less. People do horrible, awful things all the time, and the wake of destruction left behind is sometimes unfathomable. Even when armed with good theological answers the weight of evil can be crushing. What can be said to the victim of sexual abuse? Someone who's been financially ruined by a crooked CEO with a golden parachute? What can you say to parents on the day they bury their toddler? Probably nothing; we should weep and mourn with them.

So what prevents us from despair in the face of such seemingly senseless evil? Some days, very little. Yet Christians have comfort in knowing that evil will not have the last word. In good time God will truly make everything right. The heart of this victory over evil was accomplished on the cross, but the fulfillment and full realization is still future, so that today we Christians live in an "already/not yet" tension. God is already conquering evil in the hearts and lives of believers, in the church as a whole and in her influence on the world, but that reality has not yet fully been realized on the earth.

    

Drawing from Revelation 20 and 21, I'd like to offer up some thoughts on the weight of evil we experience today and the "setting everything right" that is future.

Judgment: Revelation 20

    Revelation 20 speaks of the final, comprehensive and ultimate judgment of all evil and all things associated with or tainted by evil. This is the big one. What God does in this judgment is final and forever: God gets the last word in against evil, and what he has to say completely settles the matter. In God's final judgment He will judge the entire universe including all humankind, doing away with all evil and any taint of sin. What can be said about this judgment?

This judgment is comprehensive. Everything and everyone will have to stand before God, who is seated on the Great White Throne. Often times we focus on the judgment of humanity and fail to notice that "earth and heaven" flee away. God must go to such drastic measures because the whole universe has been tainted with the stain of sin. The creation groans with the weight of sin and longs for its removal. In a judgment that includes all of the universe, no one escapes this final reckoning—the dead, great and small, stand before the throne. Whether a person is a powerful and wealthy politician or a poor street bum, no one is too important or unimportant to escape accountability with God. No one is immune. In this judgment the opening of the Pandora's Box of evil that was unleashed by sin is undone; the seemingly impossible has been done—Adam's box is closed back up. All the evil and sin and suffering released into the world will be completely and entirely cleaned up.

This judgment is final and forever. What God does in this judgment is the last word and those who are condemned are condemned eternally. There is no escape clause, no bargaining, no time left to change. The penalty is permanent because sin is such a severe offense against a severely holy God—anyone who has experienced the evil in this world knows that the sin that brought it about is of the highest offense. Evil hurts, and that pain reminds us how bad evil really is and how costly is the penalty for sin.

A universal day of accountability is coming. All wrongdoers will have to answer to God for what they have done, because God is holy. The throne that the holy God sits on is white to signify the purity and holiness of the one who sits on it. The judgment of God on the Great White throne reflects the severity of His holiness and goodness. In his presence no evil can be tolerated and now he only tolerates evil in our world on account of his great mercy towards us.

    Who can escape this judgment and punishment? It is not arbitrary; no one can be "lucky" and squeak by. God will render to a man according to his deeds; however, this judgment is not based on a "morality scale." It is not as if God takes everything good that a person did and put it on one side of a scale, then puts everything wicked on the other side. If he did this there would be nothing to put on the good side because even the positive acts of the wicked are tainted by sinful motives and an implicit rejection of God. No one apart from God's power can do any genuine spiritual good. Also, we must understand that just one sin against a holy God is enough to condemn a person to the worst of all final destinations.

    The only escape from this horrible fate is to have your name written in the Book of Life, the Lamb's Book of Life. Jesus Christ is the author of this book and he writes the names of his own in it. It is not good deeds that can get a person's name in the Book of Life but it is belonging to the one who wrote it. It's not what you do, it's who you know.


 

    I find it deeply satisfying that all evil and all evildoers will get theirs. Can you imagine a God who does not hold Nero or Hitler accountable? Can you imagine a God who gives a pass to the 9/11 hijackers, or to child molesters? Certainly that God is not holy and good. In fact, it is the great holiness of God that makes eternal punishment what it is. God is infinitely holy and as such any sin against Him is infinitely offensive. A sentence of eternal and conscious punishment is the only suitable response to sin against such a great and holy God. Those who sin against God will spend forever paying for it.

I cannot move on without stressing that everyone deserves this fate, myself included. There is no "holier-than-thou" to be had here. Those who escape this fate do so not on their own merit but rather because the price of eternal punishment has been paid for those who trust in the Lord. We need not face such severe punishment because Christ went through hell for us on the cross.


 

Home: Revelation 21

Yet judgment is not the whole story of God's making right the world. In doing so He does not simply stop at eradicating all evil and wickedness but goes on to recreate reality, creating our eternal home. Revelation 21 speaks of the eternal home of those who belong to the Lord. In our eternal home we enjoy a reality without evil, one that is centered on our great God.

This is the grand climax of all history, the climax of the mighty workings of God, the climax of everything! When God makes all things new His presence will bring everything to perfection. I have 4 points to make about this true home of ours.

1.) The heaven and earth are "new" in the sense that the former, sin-sick world has passed away. Things are not merely "new" temporally but also with a qualitative newness. There is a different kind of reality and a different kind of existence, a much better one, where all discoloration of evil is gone.

2.) There is also a new unity between heaven and earth; there will no longer be the divide between heaven and earth that we have today. This dichotomy has been removed because of God's presence. Heaven and earth will be united into a larger reality, a new and perfect place where God dwells with his people. The new heaven and the new earth are not two distinct items but are united into one new reality.

3.) There is a new Garden of Eden. It is described as having a river of the water of life, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb, Jesus Christ. The tree of life is described in our new home as bearing fruit for us for eternity as we live forever. The imagery conveys that nothing touched or tainted by sin and evil will be there. In this new Eden we will worship God with our whole existence, and we will have the sort of close intimacy with Him that Adam had in the garden.

4.) There is a new city, Jerusalem. The new city is marked by holiness, glory and joy. To understand this new Jerusalem it is helpful to note some things that are NOT in this new holy city. First, in the city there is no temple. The temple is where God is and here God is completely and eternally dwelling among his people. The city itself is a temple of sorts because the glory of the presence of the Lord permeates it. With God and the Lamb physically present there is no need for a temple. Second, there is no need for the sun or the moon. The light source in this city is the radiant glory of the presence of God. Third, there is no need for closed gates. This is because all evil has been destroyed, so there is no need to protect the city by closing the gate. Fourth, there is nothing unclean or shameful. No unclean thing and no unclean person will enter the city. The language used here is the strongest negation possible. To paraphrase in English, "absolutely nothing bad or evil will enter the city, never ever."


 

The new heaven and new earth is our true home. This world is but a shadow of the one to come. Do not be discouraged by the brokenness of this world—the sin and the suffering we face day in and day out—because it is not our home, it's just where we are living for a while. Our true home is much, much better than this.


 

Revelation 21:3 reads, "the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God." God will dwell with us, and we will be his people. There are no more tears of suffering. God has removed death, evil and sin: He has removed the sources of sorrow. God's glory will be our light and He will be our comfort.

    

Lately, I've been more than a little homesick.


 


 

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Good news!

We have some good news- Sara has found work at the University of St Andrews! This is especially encouraging since we have been told that it is not uncommon to wait 6 months or more before finding work in this town. Currently the job is a full time, 3-month temporary position, but there is good reason to think that she will be able to move into something permanent before that time is up. It is very difficult to get a university job of any sort and starting as a temporary worker often enables one to "get a foot in the door" towards landing a regular job. The university prefers to hire from within and opportunities for advancement do not seem to be in short supply, especially for someone as talented and experienced as Sara.



Right now she is working in the admissions office in the department that handles extension studies and continuing education, generally for non-degree seeking students. If you're like me, when you heard that you thought, "oh, so these are the type of classes often taught at the local community college- you know: scrapbooking, pottery, intro to computers, auto repair for dummies, etc." Well, yes, these are classes open to the public and generally the student is not college aged. But the class topics taught are varied and many of them are way beyond what I would think the public appetite could handle. Some examples:

-Megalithic Mathematics and the Earliest Geometers in Scotland
-Geology
-Existentialism
-The Evolution of Joint Replacement Surgery
-A History Of Italian Culture And Society Through The Representation Of Food In Cinema And Literature
-Water Music - the Influence of Spas on Music
-The Use, Misuse and Abuse of Science in Advertising
-Birds for Beginners
-Scotland And America In The Seventeenth And Eighteenth Centuries
-Enjoying Jazz
-The Art Of Decorative Painting Techniques And Interior Design
-Enjoying The Countryside
-Monastic Life in the Middle Ages
-Artmaking


Who takes Geology for fun? Apparently some Scots do. This actually points to something about the UK that I love: generally, academics are strongly emphasized. It’s not surprising at all for the bus driver to have a PhD in the philosophy of Spinoza. What a country.

In other news...


My friend Ian, the dog and I have been jogging in the morning several days a week and when its not raining the sunrises are spectacular. I brought my camera along recently and took some shots, but they don't really do justice to how amazing it is to be on this beach in the morning. Interestingly, the area of exposed sand on the beach is extremely large during low tide and very small at high tide. The distance from water to solid land ranges from several football fields at low tide to about 30 ft or so at high tide. This vast difference between the tides is created by a very gradually sloping beach and because we are so far north, where the moon affects tides more dramatically. Here the vertical water level changes approx. 14 ft between tides; compare this with the 2 ft vertical difference in North Carolina. All this makes for a fantastic morning jog!





Finally, in the nearby metro area of Dundee there is an "America" resturant. Fast Eddies claims to be the home of the hamburger, but I'm skeptical. We found the American stereotypes amusing but not enough to actually eat there- you see, Fast Eddies isn't purely authentic American food. They didn't have cheap prices or large portion sizes, and if there's anything distinctively American about our cuisine it’s that it is cheap, low quality and you get way more of it than you should eat in one sitting. U-S-A! U-S-A!


Thursday, October 30, 2008

Like and annoyance...

So it’s been a while since my last post, largely because I’m being indecisive about a topic.  Today I’ve decided: what we like about our life here in Scotland and what is a bit annoying. 

Like: the efficiency.  Generally, things here are more efficient than in the States.  The cars are smaller and get better gas mileage.  The food portions are not excessive.  The homes are smaller and cozier but not cramped.  The public transportation system is accessible and can get you most anywhere you want to go.  Since being here it has struck me how highly “big for the sake of big” is valued in the US, and in this regard I have found life here very refreshing.

Like: the history.  Charmingly, things here are saturated with rich history.  For example, my flat is older than my country.  Buildings made 100 years ago they call “new”, which is reasonable considering many buildings are several centuries old.  The Roundel, where my office is, was made in the 16th century.  Centuries ago the city of St Andrews was the center of religious life in Scotland and pilgrimages were frequently made to the Cathedral.  As such, the main roads in town all lead to what are now the cathedral ruins, which was the destination of many a European pilgrim.  Everything here seems to have a long and interesting back-story.

Like: the St Mary’s community.  There are 50 or so students in the postgraduate divinity program here at St Andrews.  By all accounts a unique feature of studying at St Andrews as opposed to other options in the UK is the closely knit community of students and their families.  Everyone has been warm, welcoming and helpful. 

Like: the academic climate.  I have found academic life, at St Andrews and in the UK broadly, to be extremely stimulating.  Students and professors alike are happy to chat with you about any and every theological topic, and do so frequently (the spouses of students call this “talking shop”, which happens so commonly it even spills over into social settings!  “Can’t you guys talk about something everyone thinks is interesting?”)   It is extremely rewarding to be in regular dialogue with some of the best minds working in theology and biblical studies.

Like: drinking tea all the time.  I didn’t think tea would grow on me so much, but I must confess that it has.  Thankfully tea has substantially less caffeine than coffee and doesn’t upset my system the way coffee does, especially since it has become quite the habit for me.  That said I still take my tea with 2-3 lumps of sugar, which means I’m not yet a refined Brit.  

Like: the highlands.  Scotland has much of its population concentrated on the east coast of the country, leaving the highlands to the west full of scenic natural beauty.  Amazing mountains and hiking opportunities are just a short distance from St Andrews.  Recently we went with the Egans to hike a mountain.  (If you’d like to see more pictures of this trip, visit http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2013442&l=049fe&id=119401026 )




Like: Not owning a car / walking everywhere.  Most everything we want and need is within a 10 minute walk.  I also use my bike most every day.  After suburban life that often required more than 2 hours daily in the car, this has been extremely refreshing.  I also am happy not to be concerned with automotive repair and maintenance. 

Like: My supervisor.  One’s experience in a PhD program is generally made or broken by one’s relationship with one’s advisor.  This is especially true in the UK system, where there is no coursework.  Horror stories abound of poor relationships with supervisors that were fatal to the student’s success.  Thankfully I have a supervisor who is supportive of my work, accessible, insightful, and committed to my success in the program (and beyond). 

Like: How everything grows here.  Conditions in St Andrews seem perfect for plants to thrive- it doesn’t get below freezing much here in winter and there is always enough rain.  I planted grass and now it is growing so fast you can notice the difference between one day and the next!  We’re looking forwarding to doing some serious gardening this spring, but we did some a few days ago- there was this strange plant that had giant roots that smelled like black licorice. 


Like: the beach.  I have been regularly jogging on the West Sands, which is an enormous beach on the northwest side of St Andrews (it’s actually the beach from the film Chariots of Fire).  The dog jogs with me and absolutely loves it- just last week he was so happy to be running on the beach he howled for joy!  


Like: our friendships here.  While of course we miss our stateside family and friends, our new friends here are great.  Not to overlook others, but our relationship with Ian and Corrie has been invaluable (see their blog at http://ianandcorrie.blogspot.com ).  I’m sure you’ll be hearing more about them in future posts.

 

Annoyance: slowness and bad customer service.  Ineptitude, slowness, and poor customer service seems to be tolerated much more here than in the States.  Perhaps it’s the regulatory interferences that stifle the competition that comes from a free market- I don’t know.  I just know that the customer service here is awful.  Some examples: 1. when calling the internet provider to see when our internet connection will be active (it’s been almost a month now!), they say things like, “I can’t really get at the information I need to answer your question… can you call back in 3-5 days?”  What? I have to call you back in several days to get a simple answer?  I have half a mind to take my business to another company, but ALL the phone/internet companies here are like that!  2. Store clerks / shopkeeps are often annoyed if you ask for help.  I’m trying to give you money, why wouldn’t you be a bit nicer to me? 3.  In applying for jobs at the University, after putting in your application they can take 5-6 weeks before even contacting you about interviews.  Poor Sara has been waiting seemingly forever, which has been difficult.  Why would it possibly take 5-6 weeks?  They are so slow here…  4. We were without water for almost 3 days as the local gov’t water dept displayed baffling incompetence.  I won’t give the full story right now, but suffice to say that trained monkeys could have done a better job.

Annoyance: darkness. Being as far north as we are, the winter days are very short on daylight.  In December it will get to the point where there is less than 4 hours of very dim daylight.  It’s already starting now and I think we’re going to need to get a sunlamp to make it through the winter with our sanity intact (that said, remember the payoff- in summer there is less than 4 hours of darkness!).

Annoyance: the exchange rate.  While the exchange rate has shifted dramatically in favor of the dollar in the past month, the exchange rate is still painful for those of us living off the dollar.  The hope is that Sara will begin earning British Pounds soon, but that goes back to the earlier annoyance about slowness…

 

Despite these complaints, life here is enjoyable and fulfilling.  We are thankful to the Lord for providing us this opportunity.


Sunday, October 12, 2008

Settling in quite nicely

It’s now been over three weeks that we’ve been living in St Andrews and it’s starting to feel like home. We’re settling in quite nicely to life in this small but interesting Scottish burgh. Here are some pictures I’ve taken from around town.


I’ve moved in to my desk in the Roundel- the building that has the study spaces for postgraduate Divinity students- and I am pleased with it. It’s where I’ll be spending a good bit of my waking life for the next few years and it is a blessing to be working in such nice facilities- truly the envy of all other postgrad departments at St Andrews.
Here’s my desk.

And here is just one of the lounges in the Roundel; as you can see it’s quite nice.
We even have a courtyard garden.
Walking right out the back door of the Roundel, you see the ruins of St Andrews cathedral across the street.

We’ve found the postgraduate divinity community to be absolutely great here and there is ample opportunity to build friendships with other students and their families. Most everyone has been extremely warm, welcoming and helpful. Also, I have met a few times with my supervisor and I'm very pleased with his attentiveness, availability and commitment to his advisee's success. I've found that he and I are on the same page in most theological issues and hence he is fully supportive of my project, which has been very reassuring.

As one might expect, most all the buildings here are very old (at least by US standards). Our flat is actually older than the USA- quite a strange thought! Even in our short time here we’ve enjoyed the rich history that permeates most everything in St Andrews. Just today we made it over to see the St Andrews castle.



The view of the coast from the castle was quite stunning. Also, if you look closely you can see the walls of the king’s pool- it was high tide, but you can see a rectangular wall underwater that retains a swimming pool during low tide for the castle residents.


I couldn’t resist posting pictures of this: the castle even had a toilet (of sorts!).



Finally, in an attempt to do some gardening I’ve planted some grass that covers the path from my flat to the shed in my garden. I was becoming increasingly annoyed by the mud that I would inevitably drag into the house after making a trip to the shed. Come spring we will be planting some berries and vegetables, but for now I want to keep a photo journal of my attempt at growing grass. Here’s the day after I planted.

At least I don’t have to water it since it seems to rain more days than not here in Scotland.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Where we live

So I've taken some pictures of our flat:


This is our front door.



Here is the view looking south down Fleming place. Here is the view looking north from Fleming place. This bridge leads to a pathway (called a close) that leads to the downtown area.
Here is our garden and our shed. We hope to eventually do some planting and gardening...
Here is our bedroom, which by Scottish standards is quite large.
The other side of the bedroom.

Here is our living room.




This area leads into our kitchen...Its a bit of a hallway, but it works.

Here's the bathroom.

And here is the close that leads to town. (pronounced "close" as in "don't stand so close", not as in "close the door").


So that's where we live!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Our moving day...

The day we left was a bit surreal, with a palpable “is-this-really-happening?” feeling.

We put the last few things into our bags, weighed them (because each was filled right up to the 50lbs max!), and loaded everything into the van. The first stop was to drop the dog off at the pet carrier company…

Leaving him with the transport company was traumatic- probably more so for us than for the dog. He was actually relatively calm and quiet. We had to drop him off by 2:00, so we ran some errands, got some food, then headed to the airport.

The benefit of using duffle bags for the checked luggage is that they are very light, leaving more weight for our possessions. The down side is that unlike most luggage bags nowadays, they do not have wheels. This made moving them somewhat comical…

I had called our airline multiple times to ask about bringing my guitar as an additional piece of luggage. Every time I called I was told that it would cost about $30 (to be paid at check-in) and that the instrument would be brought to and from the plane by hand. At check-in at the airport I was told that “the phone support people in India had no idea what they were talking about” (their words, not mine) and it would cost $128 to check my guitar. Outsourcing is a wonderful idea, really. I asked what the fee was for an overweight bag- $50. So I tried to cram the guitar (case and all) into one of my gigantic duffle bags. The manager, who had been summoned over to help with my situation, saw me struggling and took pity on me, offering to check the guitar as a carried-by-hand item for free! The only condition was that the airline would have no liability if the guitar was damaged, which to me was quite reasonable. The guitar arrived undamaged and it cost me nothing!

The flight was smooth and uneventful, although not as conducive to sleep as one might have hoped. I’ve never really been able to get comfortable enough to sleep in airline chairs. However they did have a free onboard entertainment system that was quite nice- loaded with TV shows, movies, and even video games!

Once we got to Manchester, customs took a while but was problem free. We gathered our bags and clumsily made our way to the car rental station. After getting our car we nervously drove the short distance to the carrier company- this is when we would find out if we successfully avoided quarantine for the dog.

After finally finding the right place we went in and found no one there. So we rang the bell- no one came for several minutes. After a while of nervous waiting we noticed Piper’s paperwork sitting on the counter, all prepared. Too anxious to wait we couldn’t help but look- and “FAIL” was marked! Our stomachs sank as panic set in… but after a few seconds of further inspection we realized that in the UK they cross off what they don’t mean and leave unmarked what they do mean! So went a form says “PASS / FAIL”, instead of circling or marking “PASS”, they put a line through “FAIL”! What a country! Shortly after this rollercoaster ride someone came to help us and soon Piper was extremely happy to be reunited with us, none the worse for wear.



Driving on the left side of the road was a bit odd, and I found that it required some concentration not to drift too far to the left side of the lane. Here are some shots from our drive...





When arriving in St Andrews we first went to the house of our friends, the Egans. It was wonderful to see them again! They offered to make dinner for us, so we all went over to our flat to drop off our things and eat.



Here we are, the first night in our new home!


Thank you all for your labors in prayer- our trip here could not have gone any better.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

We made it!

We made it Scotland with amazing ease! The Lord certainly watched over us during the whole process. We are still getting settled, but I hope to make a more extensive blog post within the next day or two, detailing our whole trip. More to come soon...